You were too drunk to watch the color drain from one of your most loyal friends' faces as he heard the news that you were in a car accident. But I was there.
You were too drunk to watch him cut short his vacation with his family to come see you. But I was there.
You were too drunk (at this point on pain meds) to watch him sit at your bed side with tubes coming from EVERY end of you and watch him fight back tears and fears. But I was there.
You were too drunk to realize that all that stuff you went through just months prior, you were tempting fate again. But I'm glad I wasn't there.
And I'm glad that I haven't been there since. Seeing you in that hospital bed, and what that did to the man I love, was heart wrenching. And seeing you continue to make the same stupid, immature mistakes is more than I can handle.
It's not a joke. It isn't funny. This is your LIFE. Although you may not value it, there are so many people that do. People who will continue to be by your side. Not just some bar buddies who don't care about you getting home safe, but people who have proven to be there. People who drive hours to be there. And you are doing everything but spitting in their face. But they're still there.
I don't know what I'm trying to tell you exactly. I think the simplest way is:
please stop being a fucking idiot.
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